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From Information to Revelation

Nicole Luallen

A Journey of Faith and Healing

In life, you will always encounter seasons where only the hand of God can move you forward. It is supposed to be that way; it reminds us of our humanity and God’s divinity. Anything in your life that is not captured in God, will not sustain you, it will not bring you peace or happiness.
The woman suffering from the issue of blood (Luke 8:43 – 48) captured a revelation, “if I could just touch the hem of His garment I will be made whole”. Despite her prolonged suffering and failed attempts at finding healing, she persists in seeking out Jesus. She finds Jesus’ location and touches the hem of His garment, it causes power to come out of Him and instantly she is healed. She never had a conversation with Him before this, but what she did have was a revelation. Jesus recognized that someone touched him, but the disciples were confused because there were so many people touching him. However, Jesus responded to her faith. This woman had what we still need today, which is faith.
Romans 10:17 says “So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God”. Faith comes from somewhere. Faith is produced from the revelation of God’s word. Revelation is not information. Information comes from the mind. Revelation comes through the Spirit of God. You can hear something as information, for example, we always say we are children of God but for many people that stays on a surface level as information. We hear it, we read about it, and we sing songs about it, but the difference between information and revelation is how you live your life. Because the person who has captured the revelation in God of what it means to be a child of God, they are not easily shaken! They know that if the God who created everything is my Father then He sees me, He’s a good father, and he would not withhold anything good from me. So even when I’m going through a trial, even when it feels like I’m going through a test, even while suffering, He must know that this is good for me. You’re not easily shaken and asking: “God, where are you?”

In Matthew chapter 16, we see the difference between information and revelation. Jesus was asking his disciples who do they say that I am? The Bible says: “When Jesus came into the region of Caesarea Philippi, He asked His disciples, saying, “Who do men say that I, the Son of Man, am? They replied, “Some say John the Baptist, others say Elijah, and still others Jeremiah or one of the prophets.” This is information; this is what they are processing through their mind. They see Jesus healing people and doing all these wonderful things. Elijah raised the dead, so he must be a prophet. A powerful prophet. But Jesus responded “But what about you? Who do you say that I am?” Simon Peter answered, You are the Messiah, the Son of the living God.” Jesus answered him by saying “Blessed are you, Simon son of Jonah, for this was not revealed to you by flesh and blood, but by my Father in heaven.” It was the difference between information and revelation. Simon received a word from the Spirit of God. When studying the Bible, you will notice that Peter had a unique quality because something about Jesus was revealed to him. When you have a word from God, you have the thing! That revelation will be the vehicle that gets you to the place where God wants you to be.
To make this personal, I’ll share some of my testimony. When my youngest son was born I went through mental turmoil. It was as if a switch was flipped in my mind and I could not shut it off. I eventually sought out therapy and was diagnosed with PTSD. I was sexually abused and the enemy used that to completely riddle me with fear, anxiety, and overwhelming panic. For 3 years this went on, I would cry out to God in prayer asking Him to heal me. Every night I went to bed believing that when I woke up the next day I would be back to “normal.” One night, in prayer, I cried out to God. I said “Lord, how long are you going to leave me like this, how long do I have to live like this? God, how many times do I have to ask You and You do nothing!?” I quietly, in my mind, heard the word “Habakkuk”. I thought what on earth is that, is that in the Bible? To my surprise, it was! I opened my Bible to Habakkuk and was blown away by the first couple of sentences which read; “How long, Lord, must I call for help but you do not listen? Or cry out “violence”! but you do not save?” (Hab. 1:2) That night I went from information; my God hears me, to revelation MY GOD HEARS ME! Through additional prayer and direction from the Lord, I was delivered at the Asbury Revival and the Lord completely restored my mind. If I had a choice, I would have preferred to be delivered on the first day… Not three years later except then I wouldn’t be here sharing this story with you. Looking at it now I am so thankful for what I went through.
So what happened, God spoke a word, and He gave me The Word and I stood on that. The solution was not something grand. He was saying I hear you, if you will just stand on the Word of God, and hold on to what I’m saying to you then you have the thing already! And the emery knew if she gets a word then I cannot cripple her with fear to get an access point. The Word of God becomes your defense of every attack and lie of the enemy. Find a word for what you are going through and stand firm on that scripture. Whatever area in your life that you are having anxiety over shows that you have information and not revelation. The Lord says, “Seek me and you will find me when you seek me with all your heart”. Ask the Lord to make His word come alive for you. Ask Him, “What does it mean to seek you? Lord, open my eyes. God, what does this word mean for me?” Engage with the Holy Spirit and in the Word. No matter the obstacles we face in life we already have the authority over it because God said so in Luke chapter 10:19 “I have given you the authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and to overcome all the power of the enemy; nothing will harm you.”
The revelation in the Word will produce faith and the evidence of revelation is peace. Your miracle is in the Word. The Bible says “He sent His Word and healed our diseases.” Move in the power of His Word. I want to encourage you today, that wherever you are lacking faith in your life, wherever you are lacking peace, whatever area has crippled you with anxiety, seek God! Engage with the Holy Spirit. Ask Him questions, ask Him to give you a Word about your particular situation, and stand on that. I remember when I was asking the Lord for a scripture for my children and He gave me Isaiah 54:13 “All of your children will be taught by the Lord, and great will be their peace.” It may not look like that now for all my children but I declare it daily and that is the promise I stand on for them. I know all of God’s promises are yes and amen and that it will come to pass. Stand firm on His Word. Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God.

6 Ways to Find Joy In Pain

Nicole Luallen

“I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord. “Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future.” Jeremiah 29:11

Life is a journey filled with hills and valleys, joys and struggles. As Christ followers, we are not immune to the challenges that come our way. However, we can change our perspective. If you’re familiar with my testimony, you know that I experienced a difficult time in my life that led me to hide physically. It was one of my darkest moments, but I’m now sharing my vulnerable story with others to offer hope. There’s a purpose behind pain, and with that understanding, we can find joy even in struggles. Finding peace during hardships can be challenging, so let’s explore some ways to make it possible.

1. Embrace God’s Presence:
In times of struggle, it’s essential to remember that we are not alone. God promises to be with us always, providing comfort, strength, and guidance.
“Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.” (Deuteronomy 31:6). By seeking His presence through prayer and studying His word, we can experience a sense of peace and joy that surpasses understanding.

2. Count Your Blessings:
I’ve learned that when I can’t seem to find joy, I’m focusing too much on the problem and less on God. It’s easy to become fixated on our issues when we are going through a challenging season. However, adopting an attitude of gratitude can shift our focus and help us find joy amidst the struggle. Take time each day to reflect on the blessings in your life, big and small. “Sacrifice thank offerings to God” (Psalm 50:14). What has God done for you in the past? What has He brought you out of before? Focus on that. “Remember the former things long past, For I am God, and there is no other; I am God, and there is no one like Me” (Isaiah 46:9). Expressing gratitude for God’s faithfulness and the positive aspects of your life can cultivate a spirit of joy and contentment.

3. Foster a Supportive Community:
As Christians, we are called to live in community with one another. Surrounding ourselves with like-minded believers who can offer encouragement, support, and a listening ear is invaluable during times of struggle. Seek out a local church, Bible study group, or Christian fellowship where you can build relationships and share your burdens. Connecting with others who understand your faith journey can bring comfort and renewed joy.

4. Seek Wisdom from Scripture:
The Bible is a wellspring of wisdom and guidance for every aspect of life, including finding joy in times of struggle. Scripture provides countless examples of individuals who faced immense challenges yet found hope and joy through their faith in God. Spend time reading and meditating on passages that speak to your current situation. Allow God’s Word to speak life into your circumstances and strengthen your spirit.

5. Practice Self-care and Rest:
In the midst of struggles, taking care of ourselves physically, mentally, and spiritually is crucial. Remember that self-care is not selfish but rather a way to honor the body and mind God has given us. Prioritize activities that bring you joy, peace, and rejuvenation. Whether it’s spending time in nature, engaging in a hobby, or simply resting, taking care of yourself enables you to better navigate the challenges you face with a renewed sense of joy.

6. Surrender and Trust in God’s Plan:
While it’s natural to desire quick solutions or a way out of our struggles, sometimes God’s plan unfolds in ways we don’t expect. In these moments, we are to trust in God’s perfect timing. Remember that “God works all things together for the good of those who love Him” (Romans 8:28). Surrendering our struggles to Him and placing our trust in His plan allows us to find joy even in the midst of uncertainty.

As Christians, we are not exempt from the struggles of life. And Jesus told us we would have them. However, you’re not alone. God is listening and hasn’t left you. So don’t let the enemy keep you silent and stuck in worry. Revelation 12:11 says, “We triumph over him (the enemy) by the blood of the Lamb and the words of our testimony.” So speak your testimony; speak life over yourself and your loved ones. Remember, troubles are temporary, and joy will come again. “Weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning” (Psalm 30:5). As a follower of Christ, we can trust that struggles will always come to pass. A line in a song by Bethel Music says, “The enemy thought he had me, but Jesus said you are mine.” Let that remind us that no matter the situation, we can find purpose in pain and say, “Thank you, God!”

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Just Hold On

Nicole Luallen

A story about deliverance.

Mental health is not something we should take delicately. About three and a half years ago, something within my mind shifted. Daily I was having these unwanted, intrusive thoughts. These thoughts were so unbelievably heavy and overbearing that I wanted to be invisible. One day my husband entered our bedroom to find me hiding under our bed.
“What are you doing under the bed?” he asked.
“Hiding!” I replied. “Hiding!“


You see, what he or no one else knew was what I was going through. I did not want to share with anyone the thoughts I was having in fear of being admitted to a hospital. I’m a mom and I work a full-time job. I didn’t have time for the psych ward.
I continued to suffer in silence for three long years. Every day I begged God to deliver me. Some days were better than others but every day I suffered. I eventually reached out to a therapist and was diagnosed with PTSD. However, I was never fully honest with my therapist. (Which I do not recommend.) I kept those thoughts between me and God.
I was sexually abused, and the enemy used that horrific time of my life to riddle me with fear, anxiety, and overwhelming panic. “Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour” (1 Peter 5:8). I was being devoured, or at least it felt that way. Despite that, can I let you in on a little secret GOD ALWAYS WINS!

Just Hold On


Every night I went to bed believing that when I woke up the next day I would be back to “normal.” One night, in prayer, I cried out to God. I said “Lord, how long are you going to leave me like this, how long do I have to live like this? God, how many times do I have to ask You and You do nothing!?” I quietly, in my mind, heard the word “Habakkuk”. I thought what on earth is that, is that in the Bible? Yes, it is! I opened my Bible to Habakkuk and was blown away by the first couple of sentences which read; “How long, Lord, must I call for help but you do not listen? Or cry out “violence”! but you do not save?” (Hab. 1:2)
The Lord was showing me that He did hear me and that He has a plan for my life. If I had a choice, I would have preferred to be delivered on the first day… Not three years later except then I wouldn’t be here sharing this story with you. Looking at it now I am so thankful for what I went through. My relationship with God has been strengthened. My trust in Him is wholehearted, I have a yearning to share the Gospel and the good news of Jesus Christ. And my joy has been made new! “Not only that but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.” (Romans 5:1-5)
My deliverance did come, but “normal” never did. And praise God because I am not the same person. I have been made new!

“Let us hold unswerving to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful.” Hebrews 10:23